~Just another Day~

Just another day here in my lil swanton home, not alot to say today it was an ok day for me i had a couple of low moments today, we had to take my son in for his check up and he needed some blood work done. There was a brand new mum in the waiting room with a beautiful little girl in her car seat. Oh so tiny and precious.... i didnt know where to look or where to go once the tears started welling up... Baby girl started crying that beautiful new born cry and that just shot a pain threw my heart... It was hard but we got called back not long after that. Im not handling pregnant women and new born babies very well at the moment i have a love hate relationship with the idea... I ache knowning they are going threw something i was going threw not to long ago....6wks to be exact..yep i try not to remember how long its been since i lost my angel baby but its impossible...i would be almost 19wks had i not lost him/her... Anyway Lochlan had to have 7 vials of blood drawn and even on good days im bad with seeing him go threw this BUT 2day i was already an emotional reck.. thank goodness i had to use the rest room and skipped out on it...stood outside the door and listened to the carryin on tho which was still hard... Anyway no recipes today just some pictures of my beautiful flowers in my garden! Hope your all well and enjoyin your week so far, recipes tomorrow i promise!

(Sorry for the moppy post..)