So i just wanted to share this with all my bloggy friends...(not 100% willingly wanting to show this per say....) BUT today is 1 year since i made a change in my life health wise....And apparently i NEED to share this because i am kinda having a hard time seeing my progress when it comes to looking at pictures...Anyway here is a letter i wrote to myself....
today marks the new beging of a life changing decision you have made and it WILL be for the best...You will have your days where you think why...why did i do this??? BUT trust me a year from now you will look at some photos and be amazed! And if you dont...We have problems! Self image problems...and your going to share your progress with friends and family whether you like it or not! You should be proud of how far you have come and how much healthier you've become! Your setting good goals for your son to see you work this hard....I know we liked to think we were happy being "big and beautiful" but your going to love being able to go clothing shopping and not have to spend hours finding something you like and then returning home being depressed because nothing fits right... Not to mention how much easier life is going to be for us not carrying the extra weight...enjoy playing with Loche running around and not having to stop because your so out of breath! Anyway I know 1 year from now you will feel so much better and your going to be so much healthier! Kick butt and reach these goals!
So there you have it a letter i wrote myself a year ago I have not reach said perfect goal weight wise but boy am i trying :) anyway i am having a few probs when it comes to looking at pictures...i still see that big girl looking back at me when i see past pictures but im working on it.... heres the pic im sharing with you all!